Volume One: The Road Out
Chapter Two
Verse Six: Cut All Ties to the Shore
Harley arrived at the Pandora Offices with their office white walls and modern grey finishings in plenty of time. Harley didn't appreciate being late, it wasn't responsible and it screamed disrespect to the people who were kept waiting. And so Harley arrived early, and generally liked to also leave before he became a bother to remove. Harley knew that people frequently mistook him for a pushover, he didn't mind. Harley didn't like to fight over scraps and wasn't going to cause a scene if he didn't feel his objections needed to be heard.
Walking through the halls of the office, Harley noticed something wrong. The sounds were wrong. he heard people packing and the voices were too melancholy for a Thursday. Harley peaked into the nearest room and saw people filling banker boxes. As he looked people passed him in the hall, leaving with banker boxes of stuff and escorted by security.
He didn't know the people. And they didn't speak to him, but Harley could hear the meaning of what he was seeing loud and clear. He sped up his walk a little and entered his department. Inside, Harley began counting the empty desks. At least seven people were gone from his department. As Harley walked towards his own desk he saw his manager, Dwight Cutter, waiting at his desk.
"Hey Harley. How's you feeling?"
"Hi Dwight, I can't say I'm feeling great. Walking through the halls on the way here sounded like walking through a morgue."
"That sounds about right, I'm afraid. Hey, at least you're not alone in this right?"
"That depends on what this is? I haven't heard anything solid yet."
"Hey, I don't want to beat around the bush on you. You're a good worker, reliable, and I like you. But this is out of my hands. So, the best I can do is tell you straight out. You deserve that much after all. So, here's the flat truth. I won't sugar coat it. You've been downsized. Pack up your desk and security will escort you out.
"Just like that? Nothing I can do to dispute it? No warning? No notice? How is that reasonable?"
"It isn't fair. That's the truth. hey, at least we're all on the same page. The whole department has been downsized. So it isn't just you, it's me too. I'll be closing my own personnel file once the department has been shut down. We're all out of luck. I mean the luck wasn't going to hold out forever, somebody was going to find out eventually, they always do, don't you know? Hey, who thinks the con job will last forever, right?"
"What are you talking about Dwight? What con job?"
"It looks as though the company has been cooking its books for a few years now. You know? That way they can make things look like they're still growing. It's stupid, people always get caught when the start lying, but they always try you know, you can't hide forever. Am I right? But hey, at least we all go out together, am I right?"
"So what's this, a last ditch attempt to cook the books? The company is cannibalizing itself in final desperate attempt to remain solvent?"
"Hey, I think you nailed it Harley. When you're right, you're right. You're a smart cookie, a sharp thinker. Give me your cell number, and when I find work I'll take you on if I can. We're all in the together, am I right?"
Harley gave Dwight his cell number, but didn't really put much faith in his manager, no, his ex-manager to find him a job. This was it. Now he and Marion were in the same boat, and they'd both lost their oars. It didn't sound good to Harley. It sounded like a freight train bearing down on them. Harley didn't like uncertainty. He built walls against uncertainty, and now uncertainty had beaten those walls to the ground and left him vulnerable. He packed up his desk. filing confidential files in the general locked filing cabinets. He collected his personal belongings, mostly organizers and file folders and day planners, a few trophies from his running. When he finished Dwight sent two security guys to show him out of the building.
Standing in the blinding white sunlight Harley found himself adrift in his mind. He was stunned and tried to take in what this meant for him and for Marion and for his girlfriend and for his ability to pay rent.
He looked at the sky and found himself asked the sky a question. "I'm not Marion. I didn't make dumb mistakes. I didn't give my money away. I did everything right. Why am I being punished?"
The Sky had no answer for him. And after standing on the steps for longer than was probably normal, Harley began to walk home. He was nearly home when heard an angry voiced raise in lecture. Ahead of him, he saw a man in grubby clothes sitting on the sidewalk hugging a large Neapolitan mastiff to his chest as a middle age man in a slate grey business suit with white pinstripes yelled at him.
"You have no right to keep that dog. You can't care for yourself, how could you possibly care for a dog? You ought to give it up to the SPCA and not let it suffer just because you ruined your life."
"The dog's a stray sir. Wasn't nobody that was caring for before me. I like the SPCA sir, but they have to put down lots of dogs because people like you don't want dogs that aren't cute puppies. I take yelling from folks like you in your fancy suits every day. People like you don't care about me or the dog. You don't want to see stuff that dirty's up your clean pretty little story for the world where everything is nice and white and clean."
The man in the suit stared at the man with the dog and coiled his body and drove a sharp kick into the sitting man's ribs. Harley's vision went red and he charged between the two men as the dog rose up and began barking furiously in defence of its human.
"How dare you! That was assault. Did you not know that was assault? How could you do that?"
The man in the suit crossed his arms, "The strong do what they can and the weak suffer what they must"
Harley paused, took two deep breathes in and the one slow breath out. And then he spoke, very quietly, "Then you better start running, because I am seconds away from doing what I can and letting you suffer the consequences."
The man in the suit ran.
The man with the dog pulled himself unsteadily to his feet still holding his side where he was kicked. The mastiff whined and nuzzled his human.
"Thank you, sir. I don't know why he decided he needed to do that. people give me that lecture every day, and every day I tell them off and then they leave."
Harley shook his head, "The whole world sounds crazy these days. Are you alright?"
"As much as I can, sir. Don't got nobody besides bruiser here to look after me. But we get by. I don't mean to ask for nothing after you helped me, but me and Bruiser don't eat all that regular. Can you maybe spare some change so that we can find ourselves some food?"
Harley considered for a moment, and then reached into his wallet and removed his last twenty dollar bill. He handed the money and his lunch bag to the man. "I normally wouldn't do that, I'll be honest. Not because I don't think you need it, but I tend to place things safe and try to keep resources as back up for myself. But you know. That didn't stop the world from kicking me. So I'm done with that. find a microwave and share that burrito with Bruiser before it thaws completely."
"Thank you sir. If I'm ever able to help you, sir, you know that I will."
"You already did. I've lost my safety net, but you reminded me that I can still do the right thing. Thank you."
They parted ways, Harley leaving the man to gleefully squirt a tube of yogurt into Bruiser's happy jaws. Harley passed his favourite running route and noticed workers putting up construction signs across the path that he and Marion had run earlier that morning. He noticed a newly raised sign announcing the park was about to go under construction, the park was being torn up for a new apartment high-rise with shopping centre.
"This is the song that life has been playing for Marion for the last few days. Now I know what it's like to listen when it plays for me." Harley tried to take stock as he walked past the park. He had savings, but not a lot due to his student loans. And they would run out quickly.
When he arrived at his suite, he noticed that the lights were on inside. Harley opened the door expecting to see Marion, but found Amy watching Oprah instead, wrapped up in Marion's sleeping bag. She didn't look at him when she spoke.
"So, is the freak gone?"
"You're wrapped up in his sleeping bag. Does that sound gone?"
"Then I guess I'm leaving."
"Why did you come down here then? Did you really think he'd have found both a job and a place already?"
"I was hoping you'd come to your senses and dropped him like a bad habit."
Harley considered this, "No, you didn't. You came here to tighten the screws. I've ignored this before, but you're pretty predictable when I think back to our previous fights. Why have I put up with you this long?"
Now Amy turned to look at him, her face scrunched as though she were eating grapefruit, "Hey! I am the best thing to happen to you!"
"Then I must have an awful life." Harley said.
"You can't talk to me that way!"
"My best friend has been fired, robbed and evicted. You're trying to manipulate me into getting rid of my best friend in his hour of need and now I've been downsized. At this point I think I will talk to you and anybody however I choose to."
"You got fired too? Is the loonie's failure syndrome contagious or something? This is the final straw. We're over."
"Yes, I think we are." Harley answered.
At that point Marion arrived home with Chinese take-out. he opened the door just in time for Amy to storm out.
As she left she turned to Marion "Keep the dead beat! You can have your stupid bromance! I'm not putting in anymore charity work."
Marion turned back to Harley, "See, that's what always confused me. Why'd she think you were a charity project? That's me isn't it?"